Used up almost all of my weekly points. I’m not sure how i feel about this yet. This has been the first week i’ll say i’ve ‘binged’ but still counted the points! Shit happens though, we’ll see the results tomorrow when i get weighed.
I know weight loss is my own personal journey but if i gain i’ll feel ashamed. I go with someone else and i’ve been doing so well it’ll just be embarrassing.
Well since i last used this blog i’ve lost 10 pounds. I joined weight watchers and i’m in love with it.
I’ll be using this blog to rant and keep myself motivated as i always have. I can’t really express all the things i want to on my main blog but i sure can here!
So here’s the thing, I have a pretty…well..a lot of points i can eat a day, and for the past few days i’ve stayed under it because i haven’t really needed to use them. Only by about 3-6pts, but that’s besides the point.
Here’s the deal, i feel like every time i decide to use a bunch of those points at one time for one meal i feel guilty. I’ll have about 10 extra points left for the day by the time i go to bed but i still feel like i messed up. The guilt is making me so crazy. I feel like just after eating that it’ll slow down my weight loss a lot, even with the extra daily points unused. It’s not like i feel physically sick from eating what i did either, it wasn’t too too bad it was just the rice that made it higher in points.
Anyways, that’s my current dilemma, but other than that i’m hopeful and i’m aiming to lose 15lbs this month. Hello exercise.
I really thought i’d have this this summer. I’m really fucking far away but i know i can drop at least 50lbs in the next two months and that is what i’ll do.
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I’ve abandoned this blog for a while, I’ve also done so terribly on my diet but i’m back.
Empty stomach, First real small workout in two weeks over with.
Juice and raw food for me. I need to be thin. I’ve been depressed and suicidal every single day for the past..i can’t remember when i wasn’t. I have to have one good thing in my life and i want that to be my body.
I’ve been doing pretty well. Still eating but eating roughly one solid meal a day, the rest is either juice or slimfast.
I feel thin when i wake up, empty, and clean. It’s nice.
